This is probably the hardest thing for me to answer in the entire world. I love music and this list will only be the songs I am currently addicted to at the moment.

1. Still/As Ever - A.N.JELL (from You're Beautiful OST)
2. Breathe - G-Dragon *
3. Lie - F.T Island
4. Gara Gara Go!! - Big Bang *
5. The Pledge - Dir en grey
6. My Ears Candy - Baek Ji Young feat. Taekyeon *
7. Q - AAA
8. Monster - Super Junior
9. Epik High - High Skool Dropout
10. SHINee - Ring Ding Dong *

These are just the songs I am currently addicted to. I love all these bands but my favorites in songs change ALL the time.

I am still pretty young but back about 5 years probably most of my top ten would be Dir en grey songs. They are still my favorite band but I listen to a lot more korean music now than I did. Big Bang has now moved up to being my second favorite band. These are all songs that should be listened to. Thes ones with * have MVs that go with the songs.

I believe everyone should see King and the Clown aka The King's Man. It is a wonderful korean movie that looks at the controversies of homosexuality while still leaving it up to the viewer. This film is a must see for anyone and everyone.

I don't know how else to explain it. It is fantastic.

I would like any japanese covers of american pop songs. It would be really great if you could help me with this. Only pop songs. They could be songs that were turned into j-pop when sung but I just need them to be pop. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. Thanks again.

for one to see in the darkness that undoubtedly enshrouds us all one must have a light...a hope in the dark. hahahahaha what is hope really? oh wow that was highly pessimistic of me i should totally lock that away in the closet with everything else I don't let people see!!!! *locks the pessimism* I am usually so good at pretending but I guess after awhile ones true colors will pop up randomly before being squashed back down. oh the life of a fake.
mwahahahahahahaha


well then again I am damn good at hiding it so after this no one will see this again. no one but the ones I trust most....rachel and lynn and shadow. I have no completely trusted friends...not meaning to be cruel or mean but that is how it is. I will never bother my other friends with my pitiful thought. no reason to make them worry.

Well now that the rant is done i am fine. hehehe feels good to vent every once in awhile.

*lies down and closes eyes,locking away everything once again.*

If anyone I know reads this just pretend you didn't because you will never see this side of me....ever!!!!! unless you are one of the three I mentioned before.

I always carry with me...mroe like I always wear my Dir en grey leather bracelet that I got at the last concert I went to. I only remove it to shower and such. It is a most precious thing to me and I treasure it highly.

I am an atheist but I believe that I could be wrong in my assumption that there is no god and that I may very well go to hell. I believe that everyone has a right to their own opinion and beliefs....I believe in many things.

Right now I am actually unnaturally calm. I am usually jittery and easily worried but today I am just existing. I am not happy nor sad,angry or excited. I am just here. It isn't really good...maybe I am almost to a complete........><


Eh I suppose it is just a spell of lethargy.

I went to the family value's tour and rocked out to Diru then i got to shake hands with shinya and totchi. sadly no kyo but still amazing. I am still floating!!!! >

well I guess I should update so here it is. I wathced headbanger's ball on mtv2 last night and SAKU played and I orgasmed over and over in happiness!!!!!

I went to the LA concert and it was freaking AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! I did not have teh best seats but it was the best day of my life!!!!! Kyo threw objects and dumped a bucket of water all over himself!!!!! All the boys looked sexay but kyo ish my favorite and therefore looked the sexiest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am happy because I get to go to teh LA concert!!!!!!!!!!! *jumps around* I am soo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....on another note the last album I need is six ugly.....I need...it
if anyone reads this and has it could you up it so I can have teh last album that I need!!!

Dir en grey ish my fave band of all time!!!!!! KYO IS MINE!!!!!!!!!!

*runs around aimlessly* KYO KYO KYO KYO KYO KYO KYO KYO!!!! Kyo,my sexy warumono is 30 today! He is sexy and will be sexy forever!!!! Kyo is soooo sexy!!!! Well in honor of his b-day I will post a couple pics and then post more in comments...oh yea I am at school..heh heh!!!

http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a245/kyo_obsessed/Sexy%20Warumono%20Kyoness/90b20ac9.jpg -sleepy kyo!!!

http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a245/kyo_obsessed/Sexy%20Warumono%20Kyoness/dirtykyo.jpg -dirty kyo!!!

http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a245/kyo_obsessed/Sexy%20Warumono%20Kyoness/Sexeducation.jpg -horny kyo!!!

yep there be all for now!! Feel free to comment and post your sexy kyo piccys!!

I will be counting down my sexy warumono kyo's birthday on my own but to post right now before hand will have to do till i can get back on....yeah



KYO KYO KYO KYO KYO!!!!!

kyo belongs to me and he is my sexy warumono!!!
he is gonna be sexy for all of eternity and infinitely after...yeah


well I will post one pic up on here for now and i will add more as comments later!!!

http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a245/kyo_obsessed/Sexy%20Warumono%20Kyoness/zappy1202-kyo.jpg

YAY YAY!!

i valentine's day meaning it is the 14th meaning my sexy warumono kyo's b-day is in 2 DAYS!!!!!!!!! I can not wait till thursday!!!
I can not wait!!!!!! 8falls over* MY kyo is gonna be 30 this year and still sexy as ever....he will be sexy for all of eternity.....he is the sexiest man that ever lived and ever will live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


KYO KYO KYO KYO KYO KYO!!!

YAY YAY YAY YAYA!! MY sexy warumono's b-day is in 11 days!!!! I can not wait!!! He is my sexy warumono and I love him!!! His 30th b-day is in 11 days!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY!!! that is all I have to say!!1



p.s. Kyo is my sexy warumono and he will be sexy forever!!!!

Die' b-day is tomorrow...which is the 20th of december. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *jumps up an down* he is such a sexy 31 year old!!!!!!!! ((i prefer kyo but die is my 2nd and I wish him a happy 31st b-day))

I am a very open minded person but I do not like overly religious bible thumpers,I do not like close minded peopl,I do not like racists,I do not like homophobes,etc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


mckenna if myou read this do not take any of this into offense because I still want you and cherish you as a friend...

well that is it for now

I went to an event at atomic comics tonight and I loved it. I want a dollfie sooo much now...I am so poor I need to find a way to get money....


tako:HI tako!

mekenna: HI

I LOVE KYO!

mekenna: hi mekenna if you read this hi and I hope you are happy in whatever you do including with anthony*cringe* yeah...

I LOVE KYO!

tis it for now!

well it all started where I was walking with a dvd and I put it into the movie mabob and two kyo's were on the screen and suddenly I was in the movie with them watching them make out very heatedly...and then I just decided to you know join in and so I did and I was making out with both of them at the same time...and teh fondling began and then I woke up which really pissed me off because I never got to finish....the dream. I hope I can coax myself to start the dream where I left off....please please please....heh heh yeah so comment on my wondermous dream!!!!!


p.s. KYO BELONGS TO ME!!!!!!!!!!